Liberate Yourself

Sometimes, I am afraid to make mistakes. I know plenty well if I do, heaven's hammer will come down with immense force. I just want to be free. Free of responsibilities. Free of worries. Free of care. I want to be liberated. I want to rebel and not care what anyone thinks of it. Yet my conscious keeps me grounded. I go through the days without making mistakes. I do not dare miss a curfew or indulge in nefarious deeds. This kills me. I am obsessed with being free and liberated. But too chicken shit to take a risk. I need to start living for myself. Not what everyone else expects.