But the one's who loved me told me to stop...

I have been living too fast, lately. My life has become one big impulsive decision. As if as I could care any more less that I did before; I have am apathetic toward everything and everyone. I am making wrong choices and I know it. I am giving into indulgences and addictions. After promising myself and swearing I wouldn't go back to that life I lived. I am so detached for the one's I love and it's blatantly obvious. But, do they say a word to me, or even ask if I'm okay? No.


I figure they are just as detached as I am.